O.M.F.G.

That's all it comes to my mind right now. What the F**K, really. My brother has some issues, MENTAL issues.

So, my college isn't far from my home, so I commute. Same goes for my brother. Me and my brother have seperate rooms. My parents sleep on the bed in the living room (we live in a 2 bed apartment). My brother, for SOME REASON BY GOD I DO NOT KNOW WHY is afraid of the friggen dark. What's the problem with that? A brother that is afraid of the dark? Well, first off, he is a junior in college. Second of all, he can't sleep in the dark alone, so he either ask if he can sleep in my room (which I always deny), sleep with the lights on (this is costing a fortune in the electrical bills), or sleep next to our mother in the living. It's gay, it's wrong, it's friggen stupid, you're over 21, and you can't still sleep alone in the dark so you sleep next to your mom still. You had some FU*KED up childhood or something.

For so long, I have beared with, saying that it's my brother, and never told anyone. But now, FU*K THAT, he drew the last friggen straw. That's why I'm posting it here, I need somewhere to vent, but if I post it on facebook, all my friends will know which is not a good idea. SO, what's really annoying, is that whenever I go to the living at night when he sleeps (I'm a night person, and I perposefully got night classes), so at 1 am in the morning, I go out of room for basic necessities such as water/midnight snack/bathroom. But my brother is a light sleeper, so he wakes up everytime I come out of my room.

So this where the problem begins. He always yells at me saying "I have school tomorrow! Go back in! Don't come out!" But wtf? He has his own room, why can't he just sleep in his room where he won't be bothered? Oh yea, he is afriad of the dark and has to sleep next to his mommy. What's MORE annoying is, that won't awknowledge that he is afraid of the dark either. When I ask him "Why can't you sleep alone in your room like I do? I have no problems!" He goes "I don't know why but I can't sleep well in that room!" If that's not bullsh*ting, I don't know what it is. He won't admit. He is too "EMBARRESSED" to admit. Yet he doesn't fix his problem. He comes whining out to the living room because he is a F**KING cowarding PU$$Y. I can't stand it anymore, especially after what he pulled today.

I go out around midnight to the living room as usual, cause I'm hungry since I only had 1 meal at lunch. I goto the fridge, and start pulling out some milk to just have some cereal cause it's simple and makes the least amount of noise (I could've gotten that leftover shrimp and microwave it, but I was TRYING to be considerate). I didn't slam the door, I didn't drop anything, I even tip toed to the location. Yet however my brother woke up. The first thing out of his mouth was "What the heck are you doing? Don't you know by now I wake up early and have school?" So I say "I'm just getting some cereal, just ignore me." But he kept complaining, "Why can't you just let me sleep in peace for once?" ...Ok, I got annoyed, and say "Well, if you sleep in your room you have, we wouldn't have this problem." Then what's more amazing is, that he just yells and goes "WHAT THE F**K DID YOU SAY?! DON'T YOU TALK BACK TO ME LIKE THAT, F**K YOU!!!" Now for a moment I'm just speechless. What does this good for nothing brother done SOOO well that he can yell at me like that? So I reply "Well? You're the one who chooses to sleep in the living room, which is entitled for everyone in the family to enter and leave, instead of telling me not to come out into the living room, why can't you just sleep in your room?" Now from here my brother don't even reason, and goes openly: "HEY, F**K YOU, F**K YOU A$$HOLE *flips middle finger audiobly*, FU*K YOU!!!"

I won't go any farther, but WTF IS THAT?!? YOU'RE THE F*CKING PU$$Y THAT CAN'T SLEEP ALONE IN THE DARK AT NIGHT SO YOU HAVE TO CRAWL NEXT INTO YOUR MOMMY SO YOU CAN SLEEP. WHY THE F*CK ARE YOU PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME?! If you goto your room (of which I let him choose first which of the two rooms he would've like to have) and sleep in YOUR ROOM like all the rest of the NORMAL people above the age of 21 without any mental issues are doing, me coming out of my room to grab a bite WOULDN'T BE A DAMN PROBLEM.

God, I had to let that out. Holding it in isn't good for you =_=